{"id":4154,"date":"2026-03-26T17:37:02","date_gmt":"2026-03-26T17:37:02","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/healingarttogether.org\/?p=4154"},"modified":"2026-03-26T18:10:32","modified_gmt":"2026-03-26T18:10:32","slug":"i-survived-the-hardest-year-of-my-life-because-i-started-writing-every-morning-science-says-that-wasnt-a-coincidence","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/healingarttogether.org\/index.php\/2026\/03\/26\/i-survived-the-hardest-year-of-my-life-because-i-started-writing-every-morning-science-says-that-wasnt-a-coincidence\/","title":{"rendered":"I Survived the Hardest Year of My Life Because I Started Writing Every Morning. Science Says That Wasn&#8217;t a Coincidence."},"content":{"rendered":"<div class=\"flex-1 flex flex-col px-4 max-w-3xl mx-auto w-full pt-1\">\n<div data-test-render-count=\"1\">\n<div class=\"group\">\n<div class=\"contents\">\n<div class=\"group relative relative pb-3\" data-is-streaming=\"false\">\n<div class=\"font-claude-response relative leading-[1.65rem] [&amp;_pre&gt;div]:bg-bg-000\/50 [&amp;_pre&gt;div]:border-0.5 [&amp;_pre&gt;div]:border-border-400 [&amp;_.ignore-pre-bg&gt;div]:bg-transparent [&amp;_.standard-markdown_:is(p,blockquote,h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6)]:pl-2 [&amp;_.standard-markdown_:is(p,blockquote,ul,ol,h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6)]:pr-8 [&amp;_.progressive-markdown_:is(p,blockquote,h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6)]:pl-2 [&amp;_.progressive-markdown_:is(p,blockquote,ul,ol,h1,h2,h3,h4,h5,h6)]:pr-8\">\n<div class=\"standard-markdown grid-cols-1 grid [&amp;_&gt;_*]:min-w-0 gap-3 standard-markdown\">\n<h1 class=\"text-text-100 mt-3 -mb-1 text-[1.375rem] font-bold\"><\/h1>\n<h2 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>You don&#8217;t have to be an artist for creativity to save you. You just have to start.<\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n<hr class=\"border-border-200 border-t-0.5 my-3 mx-1.5\" \/>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">During COVID, I was drowning and nobody knew it.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">The world was already terrifying. And on top of it, I had just found out my niece Shannan had ovarian cancer. I couldn&#8217;t visit her. I couldn&#8217;t fix it. I couldn&#8217;t do anything except sit inside my house with that fear and try to survive each day.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">So I started writing. Every morning, before anything else.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Not for anyone. Not with any plan. I just opened a notebook and let it out. And something about that \u2014 just that simple, private act \u2014 kept me from going somewhere I might not have come back from. It focused me. It steadied me. Some mornings it was the only thing that felt real.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I didn&#8217;t know it then, but what I was doing had a name. And there&#8217;s a growing body of science that explains exactly why it worked.<\/span><\/h4>\n<hr class=\"border-border-200 border-t-0.5 my-3 mx-1.5\" \/>\n<h2 class=\"text-text-100 mt-3 -mb-1 text-[1.125rem] font-bold\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>Your Brain on Art \u2014 This Isn&#8217;t Woo-Woo. It&#8217;s Biology.<\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Susan Magsamen at Johns Hopkins and Ivy Ross from Google spent years building the scientific case for something a lot of us have felt but couldn&#8217;t prove: <strong>creative expression isn&#8217;t a luxury. It&#8217;s medicine.<\/strong><\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">The field they study \u2014 neuroaesthetics \u2014 looks at how arts and aesthetic experiences measurably change the brain, body, and behavior, and how that translates into real practices that improve health and well-being. <span class=\"inline-flex\" data-state=\"closed\"><a class=\"group\/tag relative h-[18px] rounded-full inline-flex items-center overflow-hidden -translate-y-px cursor-pointer\" style=\"color: #000000;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.sciencefriday.com\/segments\/universe-of-art-brain-trauma\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span class=\"relative transition-colors h-full max-w-[180px] overflow-hidden px-1.5 inline-flex items-center font-small rounded-full border-0.5 border-border-300 bg-bg-200 group-hover\/tag:bg-accent-900 group-hover\/tag:border-accent-100\/60\"><span class=\"text-nowrap text-text-300 break-all truncate font-normal group-hover\/tag:text-text-200\">Science Friday<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/span><\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Rhythmic, repetitive movements with the hands release serotonin, dopamine, and oxytocin. Even working with clay shifts brain activity into a calmer, more reflective state. <span class=\"inline-flex\" data-state=\"closed\"><a class=\"group\/tag relative h-[18px] rounded-full inline-flex items-center overflow-hidden -translate-y-px cursor-pointer\" style=\"color: #000000;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.hopkinsmedicine.org\/news\/articles\/2023\/05\/the-healing-power-of-the-arts\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span class=\"relative transition-colors h-full max-w-[180px] overflow-hidden px-1.5 inline-flex items-center font-small rounded-full border-0.5 border-border-300 bg-bg-200 group-hover\/tag:bg-accent-900 group-hover\/tag:border-accent-100\/60\"><span class=\"text-nowrap text-text-300 break-all truncate font-normal group-hover\/tag:text-text-200\">Johns Hopkins Medicine<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/span><\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">When you write. When you paint. When you make something with your hands \u2014 your brain chemistry is literally changing. That morning writing practice that kept me afloat? My body was producing the chemicals it needed to heal. I just didn&#8217;t have the language for it yet.<\/span><\/h4>\n<hr class=\"border-border-200 border-t-0.5 my-3 mx-1.5\" \/>\n<h2 class=\"text-text-100 mt-3 -mb-1 text-[1.125rem] font-bold\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>Grief Doesn&#8217;t Always Have Words. Art Doesn&#8217;t Need Them.<\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Here&#8217;s what hit me hardest when I started learning this research.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Trauma can affect the brain&#8217;s speech centers \u2014 which is part of why talk-based therapies don&#8217;t always reach people who are deep in it. <span class=\"inline-flex\" data-state=\"closed\"><a class=\"group\/tag relative h-[18px] rounded-full inline-flex items-center overflow-hidden -translate-y-px cursor-pointer\" style=\"color: #000000;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.americanscientist.org\/article\/how-art-can-heal\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span class=\"relative transition-colors h-full max-w-[180px] overflow-hidden px-1.5 inline-flex items-center font-small rounded-full border-0.5 border-border-300 bg-bg-200 group-hover\/tag:bg-accent-900 group-hover\/tag:border-accent-100\/60\"><span class=\"text-nowrap text-text-300 break-all truncate font-normal group-hover\/tag:text-text-200\">American Scientist<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/span> Some pain is too big for a sentence. Some grief doesn&#8217;t fit inside a conversation. And when words aren&#8217;t there, we need another way in.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">That&#8217;s what happened to my sister Janine.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">After we lost Shannan, she picked up a paintbrush for the first time in her life. She&#8217;s not an artist. She wasn&#8217;t trying to make anything beautiful. She just needed somewhere for it all to go. And through color, through the mess of it, through creating \u2014 she found a language for her loss that nothing else had given her.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">What she found by accident, researchers are now documenting on purpose. And it&#8217;s why we built Healing Art Together. Because if it could reach Janine in the deepest grief of her life, it can reach you wherever you are.<\/span><\/h4>\n<hr class=\"border-border-200 border-t-0.5 my-3 mx-1.5\" \/>\n<h2 class=\"text-text-100 mt-3 -mb-1 text-[1.125rem] font-bold\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>You Don&#8217;t Have to Be Creative. You Just Have to Be Human.<\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I know what some of you are thinking. <em>That&#8217;s not me. I&#8217;m not artistic.<\/em><\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">I hear you. And I want you to let that go.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Researchers say creative expression is a basic human need \u2014 that art has existed as long as we have. We are literally wired for it. <span class=\"inline-flex\" data-state=\"closed\"><a class=\"group\/tag relative h-[18px] rounded-full inline-flex items-center overflow-hidden -translate-y-px cursor-pointer\" style=\"color: #000000;\" href=\"https:\/\/greatergood.berkeley.edu\/podcasts\/item\/how_art_heals_us\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span class=\"relative transition-colors h-full max-w-[180px] overflow-hidden px-1.5 inline-flex items-center font-small rounded-full border-0.5 border-border-300 bg-bg-200 group-hover\/tag:bg-accent-900 group-hover\/tag:border-accent-100\/60\"><span class=\"text-nowrap text-text-300 break-all truncate font-normal group-hover\/tag:text-text-200\">Greater Good<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/span><\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Art impacts brain wave patterns, the nervous system, and raises serotonin levels \u2014 changing how a person experiences the world. <span class=\"inline-flex\" data-state=\"closed\"><a class=\"group\/tag relative h-[18px] rounded-full inline-flex items-center overflow-hidden -translate-y-px cursor-pointer\" style=\"color: #000000;\" href=\"https:\/\/www.healing-power-of-art.org\/art-and-the-brain\/\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\"><span class=\"relative transition-colors h-full max-w-[180px] overflow-hidden px-1.5 inline-flex items-center font-small rounded-full border-0.5 border-border-300 bg-bg-200 group-hover\/tag:bg-accent-900 group-hover\/tag:border-accent-100\/60\"><span class=\"text-nowrap text-text-300 break-all truncate font-normal group-hover\/tag:text-text-200\">Healing-power-of-art<\/span><\/span><\/a><\/span> That&#8217;s not about talent. That doesn&#8217;t care if you&#8217;ve never taken a class or filled a sketchbook.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">You don&#8217;t have to be good at it. You just have to do it.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">Pick up a pen tomorrow morning. Don&#8217;t edit. Don&#8217;t plan. Just write whatever is sitting in your chest. Give it five minutes. See what happens.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">That&#8217;s where it starts.<\/span><\/h4>\n<hr class=\"border-border-200 border-t-0.5 my-3 mx-1.5\" \/>\n<h2 class=\"text-text-100 mt-3 -mb-1 text-[1.125rem] font-bold\"><span style=\"color: #ff0000;\"><strong>If You&#8217;re Ready for More Than a Morning Practice<\/strong><\/span><\/h2>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">What I experienced during COVID, what Janine found in her grief \u2014 that&#8217;s the foundation of everything we do at Healing Art Together.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">We run grief support workshops for people carrying loss that words can&#8217;t touch. We&#8217;re building the HAT Collective \u2014 connecting healing artists with healthcare providers across Long Island \u2014 because we believe a doctor should be able to prescribe creativity the same way they prescribe anything else.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">If you&#8217;re carrying something and you haven&#8217;t found the right outlet for it yet, we want to be that bridge.<\/span><\/h4>\n<h4 class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\">You don&#8217;t need experience. You don&#8217;t need to know what you&#8217;re doing. You just need to show up.<\/span><\/h4>\n<hr class=\"border-border-200 border-t-0.5 my-3 mx-1.5\" \/>\n<p class=\"font-claude-response-body break-words whitespace-normal leading-[1.7]\"><span style=\"color: #000000;\"><em>Diana McCray is the Executive Director and co-founder of Healing Art Together, a 501(c)(3) nonprofit on Long Island. 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